"Even considering 1+1=2 as a tautology, in the void neither description exists because there is no existent form to idealize."
That's essentially correct. By the time Russell published Principia Mathematica, which consumed 300 some odd pages to prove that 1 + 1 = 2, Godel had proved that no system of axioms is strong enough to prove itself. So 1 + 1 = 2 isn't a theorem in the axioms of arithmetic; the theorem is that if 1 + 1 = 2, then 2 + 2 = 4.
Mathematics is always done in a void, as you call it. Perfect proofs are only a system of self consistent statements. That's why mathematics is art, not science.
"Information is emergent with what it defines."
Let's talk about that. You say that my failure to understand you, is my lack of information of your epileptic condition, such that what "emerges" as information in my mind should be the definition, or idea, that studying the literature is dependent on one's mental state. I don't buy that:
You post here daily in a coherent and articulate way. Having been a professional writer and editor for 50 years, I know intimately the relation between writing and reading. If you do one well, you can do the other reasonably well.
As for time and resources to learn, no one ever has enough. Parallel to your epilepsy is my own struggle with a head injury at age 3, which left me with a dyslexic-type disorder which stymied my ability to acquire a formal education. So I had to give up a lot of other things to learn on my own, and even today my investment in books and other learning tools outweighs that of food and clothing. It's a matter of priorities.
I'm not saying that my choices are better than yours. I'm saying that when one indulges in a community dialogue of a technical nature, it's different than bantering around the cracker barrel. Is it important, though? -- do you consider the people you influence with your words? Do they deserve the best information you can convey, or do you expect it to "emerge" as if false premises could lead to true conclusions?
Just my two cents. For what it's worth, I could even get change.