Dear Alma,
In simple sentences and well chosen pieces you gave a relevant hint of what relates maths and physics, a proof of maturity that some experts either never had or have lost. Let me quote you "When one makes the (upper-half) complex plane, fractals grow in it uninvited", "Einstein's cosmological constant and black holes - mere second-handunwanted consequences of his theory - and Higgs' field were firstly miraculous ideas based on physical intuition, not lucky attempts to search the whole of math in the hope of a chance finding" and "It may very well be a gap in our total knowledge of the world, not of the physical, or biological or mathematical fields in isolation."
I had more time than you to think about the power of mathematical physics and always found this remarkable coincidence between maths and physics in several fields from electronic engineering to quantum information. About 20 years ago, I have been fascinated by the possible connection between cognition and the quantum: I gave a few references at Vincent Douzal blog. At the the same time, I attended a school on Grothendieck's dessin d'enfants that remained "dormant" until very recently.
You are the first to acknowledge me of introducing modular forms in the program! May the moonshine topic is no longer as fashionable as it was, or just too abstract!
I don't want to be too long, but reading you revitalized my forgotten quest of putting our cognitive ability into the picture. I remembered me reading the Nobel winner in Physiology or Medicine: John Eccles "I here express my efforts to understand with deep humility a self, myself, as an experiencing being. I offer it in the hope that we human selves may discover a transforming faith in the meaning and significance of this wonderful adventure that each of us is given on this salubrious Earth of ours, each with our wonderful brain, which is ours to control and use for our memory and enjoyment and creativity and with love for other human selves." --How the Self Controls Its Brain, pp. 180-1 (1994).
I suspect that the gap in our knowledge of the world lies in our neglect of other fields such as those concerning ourselves. I also suspect that maths can be as much effective there with enough imagination.
I wish you all the best and keep ready for further interaction.
Michel