Dear Neil,
My apologies for reading your essay so late, but each year there seem to be more and more notable pieces like yours and choosing the order is a hard thing to do. You have some delightful expressions, this one in particular reminding me of how Einstein saw the world, "the orderliness is the expression of the mind of God". You are making a very interesting point approaching the self-energy problem, allow me to add to that the whole theory maybe deserves more attention than it receives nowadays, and perhaps a careful treatment in the framework of general relativity. Another good point of yours is that of structure and essence and I appreciate your treatment. I agree with "math can tell us what works, but not what is real or why it is real", and the final words conclude well that "Mathematics cannot tell us about anything more than itself".
My very best regards,