Hi Steve,
thanks for your comment and your questions. Firstly i agree to all of what you wrote and that a 100% certain knowledge about all these issues is not possible - except as a kind of 'belief'.
Honestly, i have no idea what the building blocks of physical reality are, how and why they work (to the expense that the 'how' can be modelled to a certain extend by mathematics). Since i assume these questions to be not answerable in a satisfying and objective manner, i tried to search for other general patterns that could link logics, mathematics and metaphysics (aka philosophical questions).
I think we are in a similar position as every system would be that tries to explain its own origins. Although a mathematical system isn't conscious but we are, i nonetheless assume - for several reasons - that we, too, are unconscious of many things between heaven and earth and that the fundamental questions you pose cannot be answered by any algorithmic or deductive means (at least not completely). A certain amount of belief will always remain. I conclude that answers to such fundamental questions must be searched for *outside the system* - as was demonstrated by Gödel. So if we want to have more certainty about these questions we must look for some answers outside the system. Since we are practically 'caught' within space-time, the outside of space-time becomes interesting at least for me.
As i already have wrote in another essay, i also take near-death experiences and certain (well-examined) supernatural experiences into account. These experiences are not taken serious by many people and / or scientists, but i think they could open the door for a realm beyond space-time that i mentioned above.
And yes, i believe in a higher entity, traditionally called 'God'. But i excluded such considerations from my essay, because it makes matters much more complicated. One can only begin to include it when one has realized the limits of the hitherto known tools for answering all this fundamental questions. My essay is supposed to show these limits and how they eventually could be linked.
Concerning the 'infinite' part of the consciousness you mentioned, i would say that we really do not know what 'infinite' really means or could mean ontologically. As for now i take this term as a shortcut for the term 'unknown until eventually revealed by God' and i think that fits well into the ancient scriptures, at last the Abrahamitian ones, since one should not facilitate a picture of God - it simply would be false or at least hopefully incomplete - and therefore misleading.
All the best,
Stefan