Dr. Casey Blood,
Part one:
My use of the word particle is intended in a generic sense, much like a pronoun, as a name to symbolically represent some fundamental cause of effects. I do not subscribe to mechanical type interpretations, whether classical particle or wave function. We only know about effects. We do not know what cause is. The names do not matter. It is the practice of assigning mechanical style interpretations to substitute for explaining cause to which I object.
I do not deny the importance of learning effects and using their empirical patterns to predict future effects. However, I think any mechanical interpretation is a low level substitute for understanding the nature of this universe that gave rise to intelligent life. Mechanics by any name will never give us answers that rise above mechanical style effects.
The mechanical style interpretations are accepted as leading, through increasingly complex assemblages of particles, toward more complex effects. Any interpretation, including awareness, is entitled to that same approach. The words awareness, intelligence, and knowing were developed for recognizable intelligence life. Unlike in mechanics, these words are resisted when looking downward and backward to the origins of natural fundamental properties of intelligence.
The irony, for me, is that it is only information and intelligence that we have direct experience with. Everything else that we think exists as part of the nature of the universe is interpreted by our intelligence from information. A complex storm of photons carries this piecemeal information. This is our most directly experienced evidence. I think it makes clear that intelligence is the key property of the real nature of the universe. The idea of a mechanical style nature cannot lead back to the intelligence that created it. It is an irreversible process. Yet current, mechanical style, theoretical physics proceeds on the belief that the process is reversible.
If the universe consisted only of information and intelligence we would not be able to distinguish it, except by the existence of intelligence, from the universe described to us by physicists. If I were to say that one electron knows about the existence of another electron and knows what to do in response to recognizing that it is an electron, that statement should not be dismissed as being inferior, i.e. unnatural, to saying that electric charge causes the electron to move. Electric charge is a theoretical, mechanical style invention. I indicated this in my essay The Absoluteness of Time in the first essay contest The Nature of Time.
With regard to free will for particles, they do not have it. At that low level free will would amount to loss of control and meaningless chaos. The universe is completely controlled. There is no meaninglessness contained within it. I have attempted, at my website, to show that even though the universe itself does not have free will, it does have the ability to give us a property that very closely approximates it. I will not try to defend that statement here.
All the mathematics, stripped of its theoretical baggage must also be successfully applied to developing a universe that has fundamental properties of intelligence. I think this is obvious. It should be embraced instead of used as a reason for denying that these properties could replace the mechanical ideology of theoretical physics. I feel certain that all of this should fit together and make much more sense.