Hi dear Dr Cosmic Ray,
It can go, thank you Ray.A little birthday, sorry for the answer, I am rarely on Facebook.It's nice Ray thanks.
I'm trying to adapt me to the system.
But it's difficult, I have those policies against me here in Belgium.
And I must confess that it is very difficult psychologically.
I have nothing and I'm stuck.
Bailiffs, letters of formal notice .... we are tired Ray and my mom too.
I can not even get a loan to revive a business, you understand why I am so paranoid Ray.
This society makes me crazy.I win 650 euros/months ,and the life here is very expensive, for example a bottle of coke ...about 2 euros...2.5 dollrs , it's expensive no .....for a house, 400/months....you imagine .
These people Ray, are happy to see my economic situation.....it's frustrating.
Tired is a weak word, since 8 years Ray of problems.At the age of 22 , I have created an enterprise in horticulture but at the age of 26, ....catastrophe....I have lost all even my piano and my tools of gardening.They have all taken Ray, I was a problem for my region, simply.
And that continues Ray, they try to have the house of my mother and my father (who is dead when I was 20 years old).....we have the potential to be well but ......difficult life, I can't produce in fact, flowerrs, fruits, compost,inventions,creatins....very frustrating Ray, you know I can produce all plants,and I can multiplicate all plants also.
If I had a skilled and interesting bank, I could create the society but I don't find and I must admit I am not a good administrator and communicator.
It's the life, perhaps the future will be more quiet for us, my mom and me.Because there when I analyze my 35 years oh My God ....why I have always problems Ray , could you explain me why since my first day on this Earth I have problems.
Friendly
Steve
Best Regards
Steve