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Dear Steve,
"Why do bad things happen to good people?" We could just as easily ask why good things happen to bad people. The Bible says that sin and evil are a result of Adam and Eve's original sin, and the falling of all creation. We are all damaged goods - regardless of how "good" we might think we are. My business has also been affected by the economy. Our best year was 2006. Ironically, we considered a $2M expansion. It didn't go through because we couldn't get the land we wanted as cheap as we wanted it. Then the economy dropped, and we were glad we had not expanded. But we are survivors. Here on the Gulf Coast of Florida, we usually have to worry about Hurricanes. This year, we also have BP's oil spill to worry about.
It sounds like you are stuck in your current situation because of your past, and bacause you must take care of your mom. All I can say is, ride out your problems the best that you can. Stay patient, and perhaps one day, you will have another opportunity to build your enterprise.
Do you still have your guitar?
Have Fun!