I can agree about all this, we search to fin an equilibrium, but not easy I have had a very very difficult life but I have not lost the faith, I have read all these religious books when I was younger, I searched answers, I have read too the philosophes, I like kant, spinoza,I believe a little bit like einstein in a god os spinoza in respecting the determinism of laws of nature. amd in accepting my limitations in knowledges if I can say. We search indeed to be in equilibrium but like I said it is not easy sometimes psychologically due to fact that we are humans and even with a deep philosophy or spirituality we are a little attached onj this earth and our lifes, but I try even in having suffered a lot and the word is weak you know lol.

You tell an important thing aboiut the fact to be not perfect, that implies a kind of wisdom to apply if we can, to relativate a little bit our nature and this evolution wich is reasuring.

The religions I believe has been created by intelligent conscious humans, they knew that the humans need to be teached about the truths of a god , they knew their primitive instincts and the fact that they are not perfect like you told, I believe in god but I am not a religious but I am tolerant, they are free to think like they want. These books maybe have decrease these primitive instincts and the evil fortunally even if it exists extremists in religions but they have shown them a kind of truth about the love and fortunally because we have had problems, we live on a nnon perfect environments, we have had wars but without these religions, maybe it d be still more chaotic .

Sometimes steve I tell me that we could really now be very well on earth if we take our re3sponsabilities and if we change several foundamentals in our global social interactions, we can improve this global syst5em in all case, but we have a sad past of adaptation and a non perfect global system and this normality accepted make me sad in fact knowing that these solutions exist. That is why I try with this project global collaboration, we are at new york with FQXi, we could unify the best universal thinkers and systems, we could create these solutions for the well of all lifes of this earth and the UN , the WB, the high spheres of power could help and listen to us but this normality, this individualism, this vanity apparently imply an incredible difficulty to unite and convice, but in all case it is possible , if they didn t exist these solutions I could understand, but they exist, we don t lack of potential,m nor of space, nor of E , nor of solutions , it is there that I beleive that this consciousness aware of universal truths is a tool for the universe. Wwe have been created for this I believe.

So you tell how to live a perfect life, maybe this universal love and altruism and the fact to improve is a main key for our subconciosuye state to reach the happiness , maybe the compassion and the fact to live in harmony too is important. The frustration for a mind aware of this is important because we don t harmo9nise really the social global systems and so like the egoism is a reality, so in our subconscious we cannot reaqch this happiness due to fact that we see many problems at all scales.

Most Religions also believe in an immortal soul except for some secular Religions like atheism claim they do not believe at all in any mysticism... and yet, the transcendentals are a necessary ground to everything, even atheism. And, of course, even atheists must imagine a perfect life just like everyone else.

The soul is equivalent to transcendental consciousness and immortality is equivalent to transcendental identity. We simply cannot imagine what no consciousness and no identity is like with our consciousness and identity, Gödel's theorem at work.

Happiness is really not a goal, it is just a feeling that happens. There is much suffering and misery as a part of existence and there are people with various mental differences, like epilepsy. However, there are some very famous examples of very smart people with epilepsy because they are able see the world differently. These people can often see and reveal mysteries that others cannot see.

So even suffering and misery can actually result in desirable outcomes.

lol I don t consider me like famous or very smart but I have this problem of epilepsy of high bad even, my first big crisis having implied a coma it was at the age of 21 I was at university in geology, it was difficult after to recuperate , I was obliged to stop the geology in 3 , I have taken phenytoin durin 12 years, it is a stronmg med even attacking the liever, si I was obliged to take blood prisis all the times, I have taken after the depakin , I am a little bit better but I make some absences still and small crisis. I remember at hospital a strange experiment when I woke up, it was odd spiritually speaking , I never speak about this because I don t know if it is my brain wich has created this or if it was true in fact, maybe I was near the death I don t know but it was very special I can affirm you lol. You know Steve when I tell that I have had a very very difficult life it is true , I lived with my mom and dad, no sister and brother , and my father unfortunally drunk all days and didn t work, he was violent with my mom, paradoxally we loved him when he didn t drink he was nice, at the age of 16 maybe I was obliged to stop him when he attacked my mom , it was odd and I was sad, at the age of 19 he is dead of a cancer . My mon afeter has had serious depressions and was i n psychiatry , she has begun too to drink, she is dead 8 years ao in one weak of metastasis. I have known that I was adopted during the funerals, it was a trauma for me. My godfather is dead 6 years ago of a suicide and my grandmother 5 years ago they were the only one important persons of my life. I have had sexual abuses when I was a child by an uncle, I have had serious depressions, even still now I have difficulties to be well in fact. I have had too a serious problem of bankrupcy due to bad persons in belgium having killed 12000 fuchsias of productions because I hahve made the agronomy after and like the horticualture is a passion so I created gardens and produced plants, and nobody has helped me with this problem , I was in psychaitry due to a depression even and not ale to fight at the tribunal, now I have still serious problems due to a succession and debts and errors in these debts, they want to sell my house in belgium in public selling now and I cannot solve , they don t listen to me the judge and the attorney and like I have had 1 years ago a heart failure and an operation in emergency so I have no job. The life is difficult sometimes, I cannot breath since I am a child in fact.

I work my theory but to be frank I am tired and sometimes I tell me that I d be better dead .I have immigrated in fnland I live with Ulla mattfolk, she is a wonderful soul and that helps me a little bit but I am sometimes so sad and tired in the mind psychologically speaking, I have even difficulties to sleep you know , I am obliged to take a strong med to sleep. You see why I have difficulties to find this happiness because I suffer since so many years. Take care dear friend and be the force with you jedi of the sphere.

You know steve , maybe these researchs about the sciences and the philosophy have saved me, the psychologue told me that she didn t understant why I am not a criminal with my life lol , even my friends were criminals in the poorest part of belgium, I have been educated in the streets in fact, I prefered to be with them than at home with my father drinking and being all days in the bars, several have been in prison, they seld drugs , cocain and weeds , I have never made the criminal in fact, maybe this research of truths have helped me ,I am alive but broken lol and the word is weak , I wait to die in fact I believe to breath, I have thjought to make a suicide several times in my life but I have not made it because inside me it is againt the laws of nature but I need to breath and to sleep and forget all this.

I have to admire anyone with problems you describe for not being resentful and still finding some meaning and purpose in life. You should also publish your own TOE as I did in Amazon Books for my nontechnical TOE.

No Space and No Time

Just remember, there are a lot more smart people out there than either you or me and they need insight more than math right now. Use what special talents that you have to make the world better...

You are nice, thanks.I must be resilient and continue for my projects and theory too but I am tired lol. I agree we are not the smarters , there are always persons more smart and in fact maybe the secret is to develop our gifts and to work in complementarity with the other gifts of people. The fact to be smart is complex in fact and relative , we cannot rank the humans I think, the brains are fascinating and the creativity too seem essential . Maybe the secret to ponder general innovative theories or ideas is to make a good mix of knowledges of course, we are obliged to learn, after it is a question of potential also and imagination,creativity, memory, psychology,the arts,cognitive sciences , hard work, ..... my problem is that I dont focus for the publications lol I must do it that said for several papers, mainly the cosmological one, the spherical geometrical topological algebras the tool that I have invented, the QG, the DM and DE, the philosophy general of my theory of spherisation.

you know steve A when I see the history of thinkers, many have been professionals like at the conference of solvay 100 years ago and we continue the same lines of resonings, I tell me that they were not the smartest you know of the planet, just smart persons educated having had the chance to be recognised, there were probably many other smartest humans at this moment on earth, like now, in africa a small child in a lost village has maybe an incredible potential but has not the chance to develop it , it is important too to know this. The smartest humans are not the actual known professors or recognised professionals , it is just that there is a kind of marketing around them . Our global system is special, I have remarked too that it is always mainly thinkers from always the same iuniversities from the western world, it seems logic with the institutes , lobbies, investors behind them,. In china or india or africa , there too theere are many smart guys , but it is like this, we live on a planet governed by the money and having his habits , the competiton is prefered instead of the complementarity , the individualism instead of great teams, the vanity instead of the humility, .....what a world lol but it is like this . I have seen for example that wilczek has received a prize from templeton, 1,3 millions, and I agree he is relevant but he has pondered all his ideas already and has many assumptions and the institues prefer to mgive him the money instead to share and divide the prizes for several serachers on innovative roads, I have remarked that it is always the same universities too, the MIT, stanford, princeton, harvard, oxford, cambridge, caltech, there is like a circle of business around . I can understsand due to the potential of business of researchs but it is odd lol

I tell me that in fact the actual known smart recognised thinkers are just pupets of the system lol and during this time, the real smartest guys gifted in their topics work for private labs or systems like at this cia or at the darpa or others,. Sometimes I tell me that in fact they know even things incredible and that it is not shared to the world . and during this time, the others, them turn in round in this trap like with this GR , it is a trap , a prison and never this quantum gravitation will be solved like this with these photons, the fields, the GR, so during that all the others are in transparence and think they are smart, the best them work in silence ......

It is logic Steve A , there are too much conflicts of interest in this game and too much money and competition between the countries, the ideologies, the powers.....So during that all the pupets, us we speak in transparence, the others them shut , calculate , invenct and it is secret...if you understand this, so you understand what is to be smart

Graviton noise is now called the stochastics of gravitational wave background as the Wiki entry shows.

Biphoton graviton noise is then part of this stochastic background, which is very hard to measure buried in all of the other noise sources as Ligo nicely shows. However, it is very interesting to note that the CMB noise spectrum does determine our unique location in the universe and everywhere will measure a unique CMB spectrum.

In principle, an alien civilization could send us their CMB spectrum to give us their location in the universe. However, biological life will only exist for a few short billion years or so according to myTOE. This is because of the shrinking matter and growing action of myTOE only allows a several billion year time window for bio life.

Thus, myTOE resolves the Fermi paradox . Bio life can only emerge during the same epoch as we have emerged and so we are all in this together. Even our galaxy bio life has likewise synchronized and so it will take several thousand years of advanced civilization to find out who else is out there...

    The competition in Science is actually very important for Science to discover the way physical reality works. The blinders of Science to new ideas are actually necessary because there are very many TOE dead ends... and only one truth from one mind.

    Science is therefore different from Religion or philosophy since there is just one objective truth in Science. However, Religions show many different perfect lives and philosophy shows many different philosophies, all objective. We each use free choice to try to live a perfect life and free choice to argue philosophy as well.

    It is fascinating to speak about the aliens civilizations, of course we are not alone , we are probably even numerous , some less advanced, others more advanced. There is that said a problem for the communications due to this special relativity, there are probably deeper secrets to cummunicate and with speeds faster than c . I believe that this DE is the secret maybe, if we recieve a message relativistic it is amessage from the past, we cannot communicate in a kind of instant or in the present due to our limited technologies. If an advanced civilisations try to communicate they utilise technologies totally different. Sometimes I dream about all this, I imagine planets with lifes , I have studied the works of Oparine mimating the primordial soap on earth, he had created amino acids in adding energy, to a mix of HCN, CH4, H2C2,H2O,NH3....I ask me if it is the only one way these soaps or if others conmbinations are possible with other environments even, the earth is speciafic, probably many environments bare possible, not only the earth system and its e volution.

    Steve A , I am not sure that this competition is the best way for the sciences and the researchs, we are not in a gmae of chess or a game of soccer , it is not this wich implies a kind of adrenalin to increase the potential. It is better for me to utilise the complementarity in team , but I garee that even in team , so there is a competition to be the first to find,but paradoxally and globally that decreases our potential this competition even if we are obliged to do it in our globalo actual system. Imagine if we live oin a planet without competiton and that all the countries and best thinkers focus on the same problem tognether in complementarity, it is sure that we knew more than we know actually.

    For the sciences I agree, they are the only one way to be sure , the experiments, the measurements, the equations, the lwas proved, the axioms proved them are true and not assumptions like in philosophy or in the religions.

    so I like this competition when it is a nice game for the pleasure, like the soccer or the other sports where we make this by pleasure without the parameters that we consider like the money, the celebrity, the power.....

    I like to mplay chess but the life is not a game of chess , I know that the game of chess has been taken into account for the computing, the machine learning,tthe AI but it is more complex than this the universe at my humble opinion.

    A Science TOE is a multidimensional puzzle with peaks and valleys and we are looking for the highest peak, not just the highest local peak. If you ask very smart people to solve a complex problem they will tend to find the optimum local solution, not the optimum solution overall.

    Science therefore needs lots of engaged but otherwise ignorant people to search for peaks in crazy places where the smart people do not venture. MyTOE is just such a crazy place and is fun as well...

    you are far to be stupid, don t make a false humility lol. It is not only important to be smart, the fact to be creative, conscious universally,to be humble, to be a part of this universal puzzle is important. Many are smart but in fact stupid generally about the consciousness, they are just smart in their topics but cannot speak about the generality of things, sciences..... so lol like you know the devil in the details but the genius in the generality, conti nue to be so a general thinker, you are a general thinker , do n t underestimate yourself, you are smart and conscious and an interesting guy even If I dont agree with all your assumptions of course but I like your works that said, dont attach inmportance with sometimes my arrogant words, I react too quickly by proudness, but I can recognise a relevant general thinker when I see one, and you are one of these guys,

    The relevance is now to consider so the DM encoded in this spacde vacuum of the DE like the photons are encoded, and if the 3 systems merge together to create this baryonic matter , that becomes relevant in considering the higgs , the axions and the gravitons under a specific universal mechanism.

    The higgs activate so a process permitting the mass. The gravitons can be taken like correlated with this DM encoded and after we can consider them having a very small mass and so the higgs and supersymmetry can be improved for the distribution of mass. I am not sure if we must consider a photons with a very very small mass, but if all this is under a specific mechanism of mass energy and that the 3 systems under the codes of this DE permit so the activation of mass and fields, it is relevant, even the antimatter can be correlated.There is so other fields , not just the higgs , but a gravitational one of course and deeper logisc to superimpose. It is like if these3 codes of the DE encoding the photons and the DM permit so the fields and so the specific mass in taking so the E of photons and the mass of this DM, there is also a new field for the diversity of matter , because we need too to explain the diversity of this mendeleev table but also the evolution with the chemistry and the biology, there is so other fields due to specific particles.

    The axions, the gravitons, the antimatter appear in this SM due to fact to be encoded in this SM due to the codes of this DE and are from the cosmological free photons and cosmological free cold DM.

      The massive gravitons correlated with the DM seem an answer . That implies a new physics , the neutrinos, the gravitons, the axions,and probably others are all under this logic probably correlated with the cold DM, like the bosons of our electromagnetims are correlated with the photons, these particles them are correlated with this DM and even the antimatter can be explained better.

      The fact that this vacuum of the DE possessing the main codes encodes these photons and these particles of DM, permit to understand a lot of things , it is there that the tool that I have invented for the 3 series primary of 3D spheres cosmologically free,the photons , the cold DM and the DE become relevant when they merge to explain our SM and this matter baryonic. The combinations become relevant in playing with different partitions and the SUSY .

      We can simply complete this SM and furthermore this new physics is incredible technologically speaking if we check these particles and fields due to these new particles. There is too a fith force appearing and new fields, not only the gravitational quantum fields., but fields too from this DE and DM encoded. It is revolutionary if we check these parameters.

      We are arrived at a new era for the physics , we were in a kind of prison in considering just the GR and the photons like primary essence , but in adding this DE and this DM , it is incredible the possibilities and furthermore it is a revolution for the philosophy of origin of our universe too.

      These parameters, particles , fields correlated with this DE and DM are more difficult to observe, measure and experiment due to fact that they interact differently , weaker and farer too but it is fascinating and exciting this new physics arriving. The theory of informations too can be improved and we have even roads for real quantum computers.

      It is important to know that the higgs field does not explain all the mass , it just give the mass to elementary particles like the electrons and quarks ,we know that these quarks are in the protons and neutrons. So it lacks somethings and it is there that this DM encoded become relevant. Of course without the higgs field we could not exist because the electrons d be massless and so we could not exist but it is just a necessary field complemetary this higgs field but not the cause of the mass, it activates a process in fact at my opinion.

      We must a little bit forget the fields like origin of all, the fiels and the mass and the energy them are the 3 systems permitting to create the reality and the matter baryonic, it is different. It is there that it becomes relevant to forget the GR a little bit to renormalise this QG because these gravitons are not the quanta of gravitational simply .And the gravitational field is more than we can imagine.

      I need help for this puzzle and the spherical geometrical topological algebras and the 3 main systems cosmological of 3d spheres and the fourth one when they merge the baryonic matter.

      We must rank all this and we have many predictions furthermore appearing.The relevance is that when the 3 systems merge, the fourth one implying this standard model keep the number of spheres and probably that the volumes don t change, so it is the motions, oscillations, densities wich become the key . The fields emerging and the particles emerging can be ranked. Imagine the combinations possible and the experiments to do . There is a thing wiuch intrigues me about what is a particles if they are spheres, do they keep the serie or can we have free spheres alone, I believe that no and it is just a question of activation but there is something to search too there maybe.

      Furthermore if a fith force appears due to this DE possessing the main informations, how to take this E , my equation intuitive is there for the matter energy but how to check this DE and this DM , this QG,this gravitational field too and this antimatter too.